Rudy Ja Vu

I found myself drifting off thinking about you again. Not because of Valentines day but every day. You are who I want and I believe God knows the kind of eternal fire we can set off. That kind of union would start ww3. I miss you love. You are what a man should be. I will never find another like you. No one compares. Only 1 Rubin and Ceecee.

Transformation

Death is only the beginning. You never die you just change form. Whether you believe this or not it really does not matter to me. I speak my truth. I speak my belief. I am ready for her when she comes. Whether it be day or night I am ready. Sometimes it is not always leaving the vessel. It could very well mean that it is time for you to leave someone or something behind and die a slow death that is worth it because you need to be made over. You will still carry those memories with you but you don't burn forever so death is the beginning. Be reborn.

100 Day Reality Challenge!

Here I come! I have been needing a little inspiration and I got it when some random videos popped up in the video suggestions on youtube. I am ready to take this challenge. It is perfect for me plus it crosses in with my transition from my current living situation to the new life, new me I am stepping into. This will help me to get to it, stick to it, and be ahead of it. I am starting right away although I have to say I think if I go to bed at 3 in the morning I doubt if I am really going to get up at 7 a.m.
No need in waiting though. I have yet to crack open this new book that I purchased a little over a month ago that got to me about thee weeks ago and 2 other books. I need to stimulate my brain! That was nothing back in the day when  could crack open a 600 page book and be done in less than a week. But now, pssst! So time to get back to what I love and in the future pick up a new hobby. Maybe....knitting? We will see. ♥ ❤ ❥

2015 Mercury Retrograde Dates

January 21 – February 11

May 19 – June 11

September 17 – October 9

Folks...........we got lucky this year. Lol! The waiting game.

True- Art -No- Words- Needed

For those of you who claim to have it hard in life and look at this and say it has no meaning..........
you still have some growing to do. If you say it was boring........live a little more.

How People Make Me Feel Sometimes!

Bitch!

Dawta Go!

Go dawta!

Run for the hills!

Go and clean yourself off. 

Dem on you! I can seeeee!

Go dawta! Grab dem herbs and light dat fire. Go! 

You still standing here?Get bare! Lay them herbs on de fire and wrap yourself in de blanket and be washed of dem demons. 

Be free! They want you and you can't let dem have you. 

You better fight! You have the tools so do what you must do. Save yourself!YOU ARE THE HERO YOU HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR! Go dawta! Go.